cat lover 4

hye2^^. juz now my relatives were here to visit my family n borak2 till late of nite. with their two kids *cute girls, my niece from my cousin*, it is enough for me to feel like im the busiest women on earth *like so true huh?*. so this is what had happen. as other normal kids will do when meet 4 happy family cat, they were getting excited. i mean too excited. oh my kitten! *mamma mia* they are so scared till they think they have nowhere to hide. haha of course, cause i am happily to show how cute they are to my nieces.

my nieces so geram with those cat and they felt like they wanted to cekik the kitten. ouh.. poor my kitten. thanx god i was there too. haha it juz hyperball lah. they are not as geram as that lah. they were still behave. it just sometimes, they were so stubborn that i have to wish i got more hands to control them. ahah! i supposed to type about the cats right? *instead of my nieces*.

there was one thing that has fascinated me about cats. have i told you about comeh who is *or should it what* being tersisih from his own kitten *drama queen huh?*. so the story begin with my niece who wants to catch naomeh. comeh was there and it chase its 'daughter' to protect it from my niece *it is normal for cat to running from strangers*. i never thought comeh would have do that. but what can i say here. maybe it was its instinct to protect its child or maybe its own species. who knows? *err, maybe the experts know*.

psst..psst: ouh i have terrible english is it? hmm need to work more on it. oh ye! kasihnye ayah.. haha tetibe sajer

this is my territory!

haha bunyi mcm nk marah je kn? but nope. saja, nk terangkan tntg diri kite dan wilayah kite. fyi everyone of us has our own territory. believe it or not? believe it. pernah berasa tak selesa bila seseorg yg kite xkenali mendekati kite? mgkn masih ok lagi kalau kena bersesak-sesak di celah2 org ramai, namun seboleh mungkin kite cuba elakkan daripada bersentuhan. this is due to uncomfortable and unsecure feeling that we feels. jarak sedepa diri kite tidak kira dari arah depan, belakang, kiri dan kanan merupakan wilayah kite. territory that make us confident and calmness in any situation we face. cubalah! mgkn di saat anda runsing, anda perlu sedikit ruang untuk bernafas dan berfikir di mana anda hanya ada diri anda.

psst..psst: nowadays, aku tgk the feeling of "this is my territory" dlm kalangan manusia ini semakin bkurangan. manusia semakin bebas! mengapakah?? hmm..

my first..

what should i say? *err that's why lah hard to say. ish3*

my first? *wiil he be my last? i dunno*

he is so sweet *i mean the sweetest*

so kind, so lovely, so good *err too much so huh?*

he is the very best *for me and maybe others too*

it is such a dummiest thing to let it happen *what can i do?*

now it is all gone, varnish like it never happen *sigh*

i just hope the best happen for him now *really from the bottom of my heart*

and i really hope that sometimes, he can remember me *i wish it happen all da time*

and i'll be doing the same thing too *i dunno when i can finish it*

so what for now? *proceed my life, i guess*

just let it be.. *he said so*

"i want nobody but you, i want no one but you, cant anyone but you!"

psst..psst: can anyone answer my questions up there?

kod rahsia

aku suka giler baca novel. apa yg aku nk citer kat sini tentang satu 'babak' kat dlm novel yg aku dh baca yg mbuatkn aku gelak giler2 *walaupun mgkn xklakar sgt*. ini adalah perbualan antara shay dan hazam.

shay : platipus sakti, itik emas selamat!

hazam: gajah biru? engkau tak apa2?

shay : ok. marmut siber pun ok. tiung kampung n semut merah sihat?

hazam: sihat, aku dan tiung kampung ada di dunia ajaib. semut merah di dunia samudera

shay : bagus kalau macam tu. kuda terbang pun ada dengan aku. dua org kwn dia ada juga. itik emas nak main sorok2. tmpt bmula berada di antara 3`16' 39" N, 104` 19' 14" E.

hazam: ETA 5 hours

shay : kami menunggu.

hahaha.. sampai skrg pun masih ada kod yg aku xdapat nk bongkar lagi *haih, wat2 phm jelah*

psst..psst: tiba2 aku pun terpikir nk bg satu nama klaka sbg kod utk aku.. haha mcmlh perlukn.

cat lover 3

hmm.. kali ini aku nk show off pulak menatang2 yg slalu wat aku geram.. mreka ini x fotogenik! *uffh they hate camera!* tp cukup comel bile di depan mata aku.

naomeh

hitam

putih *yg xputih*

comeh

hah.. mmg nmpk xcomel kn? tapi klu jumpe.. mest geram.. trust me *err ikut jiwa korg jugak*

psst..psst: miao miao miao rarrwww!!

i dont know you

i dont know you

the truly you

who are you?

you make me wonder

because i dont know you

it is not that

i dont know you

it is because

u r not reveal the real you

so, i dont know you

you are talking about trustworthy

when i still dont know you

now im asking you back

do you trust me?

but i never ask

what should i do?

im not the starter type

and im kinda shy

plus im hardly to trust people

even though im 'easy'

please treat me like a friend

since you having a girlfriend

and that too im still not clear

as what i've stated

i dont know you

and even i dont know you

we still be friend

need to dig deeper about us

cause there are times

we share some stories

i dont know you

still contacting you

to know you better, as a friend

i think we getting closer but

i dont know. you?

psst..psst: idk u, but what's the most important thing that i really want to know is, what exactly u feel about me?

benarkah?

aku tidak sedar

ada nota utkku

stlh 2 bulan baru kubaca

tntg perihal lelaki

dimulakan dgn soalan dari seorang perempuan, berbunyi:

Mengapa saya ditinggalkan tanpa sebarang berita?
Mengapa tiada respon? sms/call/email/ym/chat semua tak jawab!
Mengapa tak ambil tahu hal saya lagi? tidak mengambil berat? walau saya telah meminta maaf, dan lakukan apa saja?
Mengapa biarkan saya kesunyian, kesepian, mengapa menghilangkan diri?
Mengapa sudah tidak semesra dulu?
Mengapa biarkan saya sendiri merindu cinta yang semakin sepi?
Mengapa buat saya menangis sepanjang masa??

jawapan dari sang lelaki yg mmg mmahami tabiat lelaki kepada seorang perempuan itu,

Jika cinta, sayang…dia akan mengambil berat, dia akan sentiasa call berkali-kali, sms, email, chat selalu dan dia akan mahu sentiasa bersama anda. Dia mahu jumpa setiap masa dan dia akan bercakap tentang perhubungan anda berdua pada setiap masa. Jika berjauhan pula, mahu mendengar suara anda setiap hari.

Jika LELAKI sudah tidak lakukan itu semua?…Jawapan kepada soalan anda ialah…

“…maknanya, dia sudah tidak berminat sangat dengan anda. Sudah TIDAK CINTA …ATAU kemungkinan besar dia sudah mempunyai kekasih yang lain.”

Anda tidak perlu memberi apa-apa alasan lagi. Dan jangan pula menjawab untuk kaum lelaki pula. Cakap dia tak gitu, dia tak gini. NO!!

INGAT…ITULAH LELAKI …that’s it. Tiada jawapan lain, tiada alasan lain lagi. Very simple. Dia nak…dia akan tergila-gila. Dia dah tak nak…dia buat dek, dia hilang, no calls, nothing!

aku tersentak dan bertanya,

benarkah?

tiada balasan kuterima

mungkin aku perlu fikir sendiri

benarkah katanya?

hmm.. aku sdiri pnah terkena symptom2 sebegini

masa itu aku mmg yakin dgn apa yg dkataknnya

namun

bila kawanku beri andaian sedemikian,

bila sang lelaki pun berkata demikian,

bila keadaan semasa pun sedemikian,

apakah mknanya?

benarkah?

begitu tinggi sekali kpercayaanku kpdnya

sampi ari ini pun masih begitu

biarpun sudah tiada lagi apa2 yg tggl

aku tetap percaya kpdnya

biarlah..

bodohkah aku? dayuskh aku? gilakah aku?

kerana aku masih mempercayainya

walaupun kini hanya separuh

tapi benarkah?

ah, hati ini pun tak tahu

apapun

aku harapkan kebahagiaannya

benarkah begitu?

aku redha..

psst..psst: kamu rasa, benarkah?