sendiri

ye aku berjalan..

dan ye aku berteman..

berteman dgn mreka yg ditakdirkn dekat dgnku

bagi sama2 meniti liku2 dunia yg hebat dgn masam manisnya

tapi kenapa..

aku berasa sendiri

sedang aku baring di celah2 keluargaku

aku berasa sepi

tika aku duduk di samping yg tsyg

aku berasa keseorangan

saat aku berdiri di sebelah rakan2

namun aku tetap terus berjalan

untuk terus menghidupi kehidupan ini

walau aku masih terasa sendiri..

sepi.. keseorangan..

psst..psst: apa yg aku cuba katakan ni?

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 15 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.

if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking??

hmm juz nice.. haha

2. Smart?

smarter than me + matured too

3. Preferred age?

around 2@3@4 older than me muahaha.. but not more than 10 years older..

4. Preferred height?

higher than me start from 170cm kot

5. How about sense of humor?

depends.. but..im lucky if he did has

6. How about piercings?

err.. naa..

7. Accepts you for who you are?

compulsory!!!

8. Pink hair?

nope.. i want macho hair haha.. the tegak2 one

9. Mushy or no?

maybe nope

10. Thin or fat?

as long as he is nice to looking at..

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

i dont mind.. however i tend to like people with brighter colour.. haha

12. Long hair or short hair?

hmm.. short perhaps

13. Plastic or metal?

plastic people,metal people? i'll take metal people then. sounds different

14. Smells good?

auw.. yess! haha

15. Smoker?

NO cigarettes please.. repeat.. BIG NO here

16. Drinker?

huh!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

nope!

18. Musically inclined?

not necessary but it is a bonus to me.. *wink2*

19. Plays piano?

if so but i dont mind much

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

acoustic

21. Plays violin?

liike i said before.. bonus..

22. Sings very good?

if he can sing..

23. Vain?

not really..

24. With glasses?
hmm i like one.. hehe..

25. With braces?
hmm dont care much..

26. Shy type?
i dont think so.. ngee=)

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
mix.. is it ok?

28. Active or passive?
not so active kot.. coz im active enough.. sumtimes.. hahaha

29. Tight or bomb?
??? bomb?

30. Singer or dancer?
how about a singer who can dance? ngeh..

31. Stunner?
maybe..

32. Hiphop?
i dont mind..

33. Earrings?
nope.. yarks..

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
huh?? i dont like dat!! very much..

35. Dimples?
i like=)

36. Bookworm?
a normal one would be fine. but not a nerd.. oops..

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
it is quite romantic.. i luv it..

38. Playful?
i love it.. kinda norty one.. hehe

39. Flirt?
err.. i dont tink so..!

40. Poem writer?
depends..

41. Serious?
Yes.. but easygoing..

42. Campus crush?
hmm dont knoe lh...

43. Painter?
Nope!

44. Religious?
urm..MUSLIM!!

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
ngee.. i like..=) to be frank.. love it!

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
it is ok wif me..

47. Speaks 20 languages?
i dont mind much..

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both!!!

49. Good kisser
err.. tettttt.....

50. Loves children??
yup!!

psst..psst: this is only in a dream.. when i let go of kau..

imbas kembali

chpter 8 of principle management.. haha poyo jer..

whether i am a multistream or mainstream person.. i have to be SMART (which stands for specific thing in that word) in setting my goals.

there are 4 steps in the planning process:

1) vision n mission

2) strategic goals n plans

3) implementing

4) monitoring

Vision: to become 3S's person.. (3S's= smart, sophisticated & sexy)

Mission: increase the braveness n confident level of myself

: make everybody comfort with me

: enable people to recognize me as an unique person

Goal (1 year from now): want to beat everybody!

Plans: increase my concentration in the class n also my study time (perhaps)

: study smart not study hard

: need laptop, books n people who are cleverer than me to teach me

: know other's marks

this note has been created to applied what i have learnt on the first sem. that's why it is fully typing word.. haha.. thanks to bro lee even though i should call him sir or dr.. because he is extremely cute. unfortunately he is already old and has been taken.. huhu.. why it is not him to teach me.. err.. ops.. my class.. haha.. with him, our class has a lot of fun..ouh.. so sweet lorh.. huhu.. oops i have gone too far from my original topic. okie.. ngeh.. i am so full of spirit to do this.. because of you.. bro lee.. wakaka=P

mereka best!

kala ini, makin berleluasa pula wabak band2 korean. bukan saje di malaysiia, bahkan di seluruh dunia.. err depends jugak pada populariti band tu.. aku pun x tkecuali dr menghidapi wabak yg sama. cuma aku masih di peringkat permulaan.. untuk permulaan ini, mungkin untuk meminati beberapa band mereka sudah memadai. err memadai? haha... bila difikir kembali, mcmne mereka ini boleh menyebarkan wabak mereka bukan saja di negara mereka tapi serata tempat... hairan betullh.. ppuas juga aku tahan aku supaya xmeminati mereka ini.. tp xberdaya.. wabak mereka terlalu kuat! dgn pelbagai lagu, muzik dan koreografi yg sgt best n mnarikk.. di tmbh lgdgn reality show n konsert gempak mereka... oouh.. mmg tidak dapat tidak lh.. aiyoyoo... oh ye.. mereka ini antara yg bjaya menyebarkan wabak mereka kepada aku.. =)

kecil2 cili api.. Shinee

indie band.. CNBlue

Wondergirls.. hot!

3 of them dh keluar.. tggl 10. Super Junior

SNSD.. auw.. gee girl..

DBSK.. hmm now dh xde lg.. yg tggl cuma JYJ =(

Big Bang.. long time no hear you guys..

2pm... tmpt teratas di hatiku.. klu Jay Park ada mest lg bez

F(x).. their song is not bad too

psst..psst: bkn nk pkecilkn.. cuma tertanya2 knp band msia xmletop spt ini?

persoalan & kemungkinan

sekarang ni, byk persoalan dan kmungkinan

yg timbul di hati dan minda

''aku ni perampaskah?''

''aku bodoh?''

''xcukup utk diingati dan disygi ke?''

''xlayak lgsgkh aku?''

''apa yg kamu mahu?''

''apa sbnrny di dasar hatimu?''

''ikhlaskah kamu?''

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

ikut hati mahu saja terus dikenang

ikut minda malas lg mahu difikir

ikut rasa? bagaimana pula?

binasakah aku nanti?

terus..

apa yg aku mampu buat kini

hanya duduk

dengan diam

mencari info

fikir dalam

setia menunggu

lihat apa yg jadi

kerana kamu xcukup baik utk mngglkn apa2 clue

*sdg aku setia mencari*

kerana kamu xcukup bijak utk selami apa yg kumahu

*sdg aku cukup jelas*

kerana kamu xcukup rajin utk terangkn perasaanmu

*sdg aku xcuba mggali*

ATAU

mungkin aku xcukup baik utk beri apa yg kamu mahu

*sdg kamu setia meminta*

mungkin aku xcukup bijak utk menebak apa yg brlaku

*sdg kamu cuba jelaskan*

mungkin aku xckup rajin utk mengambil tahu

*sdg kamu menggali bersama*

rasa ini, aku sahajakah?

kalau begitu mgapa kamu meminta?

mgapa pula aku terima?

sedang kekosonganmu masih mnjdi tnda tny

kamu mahu gunakan akukah?

kalau benar, mgapa sbnrnya?

aku ini hanya sementara?

sdg kau xserius belaka?

tak apalah..

teruskan membisu

mungkin kamu penat

mungkin kamu bosan

mungkin kamu menyampah

mungkin kamu sengaja

begitu byk skalikan persoalan dan kmungkinannya?

yg timbul di hati dan minda..

psst..psst: kamu rasa mcmne? mahu huraikan satu persatu atau terus diam membisu?

eid adha! =)

oh.. hampir bbrp minit je melepasi eid adha

tlmbt ke utk aku ucap

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

???

my bad..

dh smakin bsr ni dh makin kurg bahang perayaan kn..

tp masih lg terasa

bila mak aku menyiapkan juadah yg..

masya-allah xterkata lazatnya..

hmm nyum2 thamx ibu.. muahx

dan itu mknanya potensi utk makkin BESAR!

urgh.. derr.. ahaha

oh ye.. sempena aidil adha ni..

di facebook, ada sorg kwn aku tag gmbr ni

haha.. agk cute!

psst..psst: xsgka senyum kmbg pun manis.. inilh agkny org pggl snym kmbg ek?

cat lover 11

aku dh gtau kn aku ada 3 ank bru?

tp kini xlagi.. hmm tggl 2 je..

bkn sbb mati.. atau hilang.. atau pape jelah

tapi sbb sdara aku amik..

oh tidakk!

knp aku tlalu murah ati ni?????

why???!! *i should stop them!! just thinking about it is enough to feel the loss*

oouh i miss her already..

ooh aku xbgtau lg kn nma2 mreka?

dan xpost lg gmbr mreka.. *T.T nk snap pic pun xde masa*

hwarghhh....

okie biar aku cite scara ringkas je

yg jantan tu dipanggil ABU

yg kaki putih tu namanya ALANG

yg kaki perang tu kami panggil ALUR

dia yg dbawa pergi tu adalah ALUR..

yg pllg comel, gebu, manja, lincah

*ooh aku rindukannya*

bila dia dh xde ni rsa xlengkap pulak

*walaupun bru brp jam je dy peg.. sob3*

klu dlu mreka gomol bertiga

skrg ni berdua je..

aku rindu.. *alamak emo lh plak!*

hmm btol ni.. aku xtpu.. rindu sgt...

*nk nanges blh?*

nope! aku kna kuat..

aku yakin n aku tahu..

mreka akn jga dy dgn baik..

harap2..

tapi.. *aku plg xska pkataan tp.. itu pkataan anti-klimax!*

td sepupuku tepon

dy gtau ALUR xmo mkn ikan atau minum susu pun..

dia juz main *golek2 plak tuh.. huh jeles!*

dan tido..

n tapi lg..

tgklh esk mcmne

hrp2 sumenya okie..

after all she is still kiddo

needs her mom to feed her milk

but now she is away..

i pray and hope the best for her

in the new family

and the new environment..

fighting!!

psst..psst: aku xtiu bla aku kata aku rindu dy walaupun bru skjp..~~~

ada rasa

lately ni aku ada fikir untuk

lari dari semua

hilang dari pndangan

lesap dari fikiran

kerana

aku rasa aku semakin jauh..

jauh dari Tuhanku

Masya-Allah

..far away..

psst..psst: Tuhan, tarik aku kembali, ampunkan aku, beri aku petunjuk dan lindungilah aku.. amin

hah? dh nk abis sem dh?!

hah.. bak kata tajuk.. DH NK ABIS SEM DH? cpt gler.. mcm in a blink je.. *hperbola je tuh*.. skrg nk kna prepare for final exam plak.. alamak sem depan dh nk praktikal.. mcmne ni? okie2 fikir kmudian ye.. before last words for this post, prasan x sgt ckit posts aku utk label 'study'.. haha apakh mknany?? save study for the least.. okie2 adios

psst..psst: not ready yet to study even dh start study week.. hmm.. sadis!

smlm yg indah

bgaimana nk mulakan ye? sang wanita sedang celaru kini. silap siapakah? apa yang sedang dirasakan? tak tahu mcmne nk jawab. cuba ye..

kisahnye dimulakan bila sang lelaki tidaklah senaif mana. satu sifat sang lelaki ini ialah pastinya ada balasan pada setiap perbuatan. sampailah satu ari, si wanita dan sang lelaki membuat pertukaran yang telah dipersetujui bersama. si wanita menawarkan akan memberitahu dua makna perkataan english dan sbg balasan sang lelaki perlu mnjadi bdk baik. perjanjian bertahan selama hampir seminggu. sang lelaki menjadi org yg sgt baik, hal ini mendtgkn kejanggalan dan kpelikan kpd si wanita lalu meminta agar sang lelaki melupakan janjinye. sang lelaki pula mula membuat satu lg ptukaran di mana dy akan melupakan jnji itu jika si wanita menurut kehendaknya. malangnya sang wanita tidak mampu menunaikannya dan sang lelaki masih meneruskan janji itu. sang wanita kehampaan lantas tidak mampu melelapkan mata walau sepicing pun. terus-menerus berfiikir adakah ini satu kesilapan? bukankh baik andai sang lelaki menjadi baik? tapi terlalu aneh rasanya. puas berfikir knp dia mahu sang lelaki menjadi spt dahulu. 1) dia mgenali sang lelaki dgn cara yg bgitu, 2) dia rindukan kemerengan yg dahulu dan 3) kejanggalan yg amat sgt dirasakan. persoalan-persoalan yg timbul slps itu sgt membebankan fikiran dan rsa hati seorg manusia. si wanita tertanya2 adakah ini manusia yg sama?

persoalan masih terus menghantui....

psst..psst: kasihan, kasihan..

Jauh kau pergi

Rules:

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.

TRY NOT TO CHEAT!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?

knock knock

2. HOW WOULD YOU BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

cinta yang sempurna

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

yang sempurnakanku

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

seumur hidup

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

your love is my drug

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

waka waka

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

selamat malam

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

ketika cinta bertasbih

9. WHAT IS 2+2?

realiti dewi

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

kupercaya ada cinta

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

akan kujumpa

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

bebaskan

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

bila cinta

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

dia milikku

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

sejauh ini

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

cinta sampai disini

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

jangan menyerah

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

rindu setengah mati

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

mercy

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

low

21. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Jauh kau pergi

psst..psst: aku rasa mcm jiwang saj hidup aku nie.. aish